I'm having trouble sleeping. During my last year or two in Ithaca I had my first real bout of insomnia. Not a 'days without sleep' insomnia...not even a 'I can't get to sleep,' insomnia. It was more of a go to bed at 10 pm, "wake up at 2 am and not be able to get back to sleep" insomnia.
While I am officially on vacation (and will be until the end of June), this clearly feels different. Usually Saturday night I review my message for Sunday...not this week. On Monday I get up thinking about the week ahead, and while I'm doing that, my week looks quite different, as it involves packing, support raising and figuring how to sell our stuff...and has nothing to do with the next steps in the life of our church. Just weird.